Thursday, February 19, 2009

Project

Tell Me:

- What makes You happy?

- The feeling of the sun on my skin;


“Someone’s smile”

“Gosto das manhas de sabado no verão”

“My boyfriend.. sunny days.. chocolate.. sitting under a duvet with friends..”

“A minha familia estar bem”


- A mug of hot tea, coffee or chocolate on a cold frosty day;


“Eu ser eu”

“O amor que me rodeia e o amor que tenho para dar..a sorte que tenho em ter a quem dar e receber”

“uma mensagem inesperada de um amigo que não falo há algum tempo”

“Self-effort artistic stuff, aka making music, making images…”

“O jacuzzi faz me cocegas também me faz feliz”

“Ter noçao do privilégio que tenho de ter a vida que tenho”


- Theme park rides;


“Sitting outside near the river Ganges”

“Estar na companhia das pessoas que mais gosto”

“Sentir todos os dias que estou viva e acompanhada..”

“wine!”


- Being silly, acting like a child and just simply laughing out loud;


“Friends”

“What makes me happy is being able to take a day (or even only some hours) off to go for a walk peacefully, with our without company”


- Been loved and loving.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Spread the Love

Happy Valentines day!

(P.S: google the 14th of March and found out about S&BJ day)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Two paths... same or different outcome?

Interesting, or maybe somewhat not... only interesting to me maybe.

Seems life plays out in mysterious ways. Somehow the "universe" is throwing 2 much at me. Can not seem to rest my mind as thoughts continue to grow inside.

We play a significant part in our life as decisions are made and responsibility is taken. (Appreciate what you have when you have it - little message been sent and re sent into me) However life plays us significantly.

Meant to be? ... I guess my eternal question.

Evolution

"Spreading our genes" - basic and most fundamental issue as we have evolved and adapted to our world one urge drives us all. Or so this is what is said. (I think it is funny, Freud would laugh evolutionary psychology backs you up... everything is about sex).


Asked the question of whether you want a long enjoyable self- fulfilling life with out leaving progeny, or a maybe short less colorized, maybe honest, leaving progeny rich in genetic backup?

Hum... don't think I have the intention of providing my genes to the universe... what would it really gain, from me?

Thursday, February 05, 2009

feelings

Feelings, the physical manifestation of emotions inside my soul.


I haven't cried out loud for a while now.
Accumulation of a lot inside me always ends in, one day when it all wants to came rushing out.

Allowing... it...
something I have started to learn to accept...

bits and pieces:
- A book about life, about incredible moments that take place without our direct influence.
- A tormented heart with permanent never ending questions.
- The right songs.
- Pieces of conversation about things that are not mine but still can be linked to feelings of mine,

ha ha feelings...

"If this keeps me away much longer
I dont know what i will do

You've got to understand its a hard life
That im going through"

"I keep my head from geting lazy
I just cant wait to get back home"

... Landing in London, 3 doors down.

"don't try to find the answer
when there ain't no question here"

" and I will never leave you
'til we can say, "this world was just a dream
we were sleepin' now we are awake""

... Run to the water, Live.

"When there was nowhere left to hide I found out
That nothings real here but I wont stop now until I find a better part of me"

... Real Life, 3 doors down.

Não Há Acasos...

cont...

" ... deixamos este mundo apenas quando é tempo de o deixarmos e nunca antes..."
"... que o sofrimento é inevitável e que possui no entanto o seu lugar e a sua razão de ser."

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

little w.

"And every once in your life
You'll feel one true moment"

Lyrics from Basshunter - Basscreator.

Fast, energetic, "bumper car" music.

(Sometimes I live in my own little world,
it is a safe place,
I am me!
and there is no one, around,
I need to smile for, be sad with, behave for, justify to, no form of disappointment!

In this world I strip myself down
until
I am Bare.Naked,

and it is never too cold nor to hot.
Sometimes,
I loose myself, ...
...
in this little world,
of mine)