... and I dream

I haven’t been here for a while now. Tonight is a sensitive night. Difficult to juggle work with course with money with availability. This last year is taking a tumble over me. Little things seem bigger and sometimes loneliness also creeps inside me. I try hard to fight and I have been managing, I guess, to a reasonable level. I have people here that have been really helpful and I am so grateful for that. I guess sometimes I just feel I am living a divided life. Hurts to be torn.