[Heartless] ... Subnicks

Something on the fucking lines of … “if only I had the words to let you know how much I want you”.

A few weeks ago, when I read his subnick, I though, wow beautiful actually, even to an extent, sweet.

Ha ha let’s all fucking laugh at me, cause I’m the fool…

not words for me. No. What the fuck, how could I even think it could have been for me?

After all it’s been two months. A new love has been found! This time I can not even say I hope it goes well, sorry but why should I even give a fuck?

I will never ever read another word you write. I’m fucking tired of having your words in my head, playing back over and over.