book closing

So I finally heard from you. Wasn’t expecting anything less, I knew you would be loving it and you just confirmed it. As you spoke about the people being five stars, all I could think was, yeah of course all these new fantastic girls what isn’t there to be happy about, all the jealousy surrounded me like a wave. A little part of me was genuinely happy for you but such a smaller part than I wanted so I felt so crap at the same time.

The time has come when our history will reach the end and the book closes, in some way as hard and fast as it began.

It was a really bumpy journey

But I have to say I am so grateful I got the ride.