don't love u
"there r somewords
that hits you like a hurricane
that makes your bleed
that hurt u so much inside
u feel your body twist
no one can describe
u start crying
and u don't think in
anything else
those words ecoes
trough your head
u lose composure
don't know how to act
what moves to make
how silly and stupid they seam
still screaming
still lovin
waitin for those words
were never said"
not my words, but feel them still...
done a lot of crying just letting a lot out i think,
these dreams are really afecting me and the whole fact i miss being loved or just even hugged by someone i really know loves me...
the whole fact
i was not made to love nor to be loved
i guess, i just would like not even to be special but really just remember how it felt and believe once again i can make someone's world have a meaning...
that hits you like a hurricane
that makes your bleed
that hurt u so much inside
u feel your body twist
no one can describe
u start crying
and u don't think in
anything else
those words ecoes
trough your head
u lose composure
don't know how to act
what moves to make
how silly and stupid they seam
still screaming
still lovin
waitin for those words
were never said"
not my words, but feel them still...
done a lot of crying just letting a lot out i think,
these dreams are really afecting me and the whole fact i miss being loved or just even hugged by someone i really know loves me...
the whole fact
i was not made to love nor to be loved
i guess, i just would like not even to be special but really just remember how it felt and believe once again i can make someone's world have a meaning...
just a little fuckep up.
posted by Leila at 5:47 PM
1 Comments:
erm when u say u don't even would like to be special but "just" be meaningful to someone i think they're somewhat related...to mean something u have to be cherished in a different way than others - to be special.
it's hard to know you are where you are, the same as you were here but to make matters even worse you can't reach to your closest friends who have been with you, for you, when u were here. it wouldn't make all the pain go away, cause if it did it had gone already but maybe it will offer a better comfort on certain days :)
a hug from me to you. :)
big kiss baby*
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