I hate goodbyes

i don't want to cry. i try so hard. it ain't going to be easy cause certain people make me who i am.

so hard. so hard to let go.

said goodbye to i think everyone already that is important to me...
still haven't even told u. u probably know already but wasn't from me... still the time is coming and soon ...
i ain't gonna be nothing but really nothing more than a distante... if so... memory (this is if u want to remember us)...

so i remind myself...
fighting for a new beggining
fighting for the strenth to let u go, stop loving and wanting you so damn much (that it kills me to know you don't love me)
fighting to believe in me...