Scared

as the days go by my fears grow and the thought of leaving so many things, closing so many dords and facing so many new experiences makes me tremble. So Scared. I'm really really scared.
I don't know if it is the best choise for me and if in any way it will give me a brighter future so i guess it's normal to have second thoughts, to wonder and feel this way.

maybe i'm being silly but it seams like england and you, you and england the idea of never seeing you again, the idea of we already being nearly strangers, i'm being pushed and pulled by my mind in so many directions...

scared.