so angry with myself.
think the best will be me going to bed and trying to sleep. After the shit is done there is no way to make time go back and i keep understanding ... the problem is mine. I'm the only one that is still in love and seems to need want and wish to be together more and more. It's not your fault and maybe you never ever did anything wrong. The problem is mine and it's time i also move on.
fucking hate this feeling more and more.

i guess we said goodbye.