life experience

Life is just so fucking fascinating!

Was bad today, instead of doing my work, which I really need to do cause yeah it is just like 2000 words due in two days… not even like I am a slow reader either… anyway! Was bad cause I decided to go with Mariko and Lola (my two “motherly” good friends from work) for dinner and a drink. Man. Life! Wau. I wonder if it ever happens to anyone else when you just want to stop time to call someone and share that moment. Just let more of the world into that brilliant moment. Life! Wau. Amazing how people go through so much shit and still can stand so tall, amazing how people have so much in common and how often people say things and I just stop, smile, breath and think, yeah… I definitely understand. Oh if I do!

It is so silly cause in such a few hours it seems I was like overwhelmed with information I just found myself thinking wau so interesting, wau other people also go through this, and man there is so much we can learn when we listen.

Don’t you find people don’t listen anymore? I don’t mean look in the other person’s eyes and move the head up and down. I don’t mean try and find a solution. I don’t mean judge. I don’t mean criticize. I just really mean listen, no need for any solutions, no feed backing back what was just said; no saying what was just said in other words. No bullshit, just really listening!

It is so funny how I find that I can’t actually put down all the things my mind processes. I guess maybe cause I think to much, would not be able to be fast enough and would not know where to start. I also don’t think I have the words.

Anyway

In relation to the mood the thoughts the vibe,

I’d do anything for love – Meat Loaf.

Mommy I heard a couple of meat loaf songs today and so you were on my mind, but I’ll tell you tomorrow.