New Year

2007

Before I start to write about how I feel and say all these things on the second day of a brand new year
let me try and take a moment
and say thanks
for the actual true love I have had
& actual real love I have in my life.


I know there are so many things about
me
that I can't
take ...
stand ...
understand ...

that I
dislike deeply

just so I don't say hate

but all
i trully want
in my life

ain't love
money
health
...

i just want to become a better person.