Plan B - I don't hate you... lyrics
Every morning when I wake, every morning when I wake this is my life everyday this is my life everyday
Wake up in the morning notice something ain't right, coz although the sun is shinning there is no light, I open up my curtains wipe the sleep from my eyes to tired to realise I've lost my self for the day, thinking this sinking feeling will go away, as I set off on my track the little voice in my head says turn back, but when I want to turn back its too late, darkness surrounds me drowning me in sorrow, coz I know today will be no different from tomorrow, hope is quickly fading soon i'll be too far gone for saving my soul will go and leave my body hollow and still in the face of adversity I search for an inner strenth try and stand firm with both fists clenched but I can't find my heart its like the fucking things deserted me it used to be there this makes no sense, so I pray to God that i'm not even sure if I believe in, to help me in my hour of need and keep me breathing, I pray to this god that created a place called Eden, a paradise to put Adam and Eve in but I don't think he hears me speaking I'm starting to weaken, now I'm reaching for what's fake, poisoning my body to escape suddenly I'm overwhelmed with optimism my shoulders no longer feel the weight yeah like feels great but its fake
its fake coz i know the smile on my face is only there coz i'm too intoxicated to care that inside my soul I can't find no hope just a gaping whole where it used to be there, an amendable tear, that when i'm sober hurts more than I can bare, it just ain't fair and soon I'll be back in normality, when the poison wears off and my whole bodies aching from the pain of reality, the pain of reality starts to grab at me, love is a fallacy and I'm staring straight at death as it tries take another stab at me, I'm down on my knees and I'm begging, someone hear me please answer my questions, why is my life just a big deep depression, is this Gods way of teaching me a lesson, forgive me father for I have sinned this is my confession I do bad things and I don't know why I do them, I try to do good deeds but people see right through them, I cant get close to no one, coz they won't let me how can I feel like a man if they don't respect me, is that my heart? I feel starting to sink as the more I talk I'm starting to think that maybe I feel this way because of the mistakes I've made and it ain't got shit to do with no one else, I can only blame myself, its me who's bad for my health and only I can rectifly what is wrong in my life if only I trie a little bit harder, it all comes down to a choice what would I rather, stay how I am and watch the days get darker of forgive myself, get on with my life and not look back after.
Wake up in the morning notice something ain't right, coz although the sun is shinning there is no light, I open up my curtains wipe the sleep from my eyes to tired to realise I've lost my self for the day, thinking this sinking feeling will go away, as I set off on my track the little voice in my head says turn back, but when I want to turn back its too late, darkness surrounds me drowning me in sorrow, coz I know today will be no different from tomorrow, hope is quickly fading soon i'll be too far gone for saving my soul will go and leave my body hollow and still in the face of adversity I search for an inner strenth try and stand firm with both fists clenched but I can't find my heart its like the fucking things deserted me it used to be there this makes no sense, so I pray to God that i'm not even sure if I believe in, to help me in my hour of need and keep me breathing, I pray to this god that created a place called Eden, a paradise to put Adam and Eve in but I don't think he hears me speaking I'm starting to weaken, now I'm reaching for what's fake, poisoning my body to escape suddenly I'm overwhelmed with optimism my shoulders no longer feel the weight yeah like feels great but its fake
its fake coz i know the smile on my face is only there coz i'm too intoxicated to care that inside my soul I can't find no hope just a gaping whole where it used to be there, an amendable tear, that when i'm sober hurts more than I can bare, it just ain't fair and soon I'll be back in normality, when the poison wears off and my whole bodies aching from the pain of reality, the pain of reality starts to grab at me, love is a fallacy and I'm staring straight at death as it tries take another stab at me, I'm down on my knees and I'm begging, someone hear me please answer my questions, why is my life just a big deep depression, is this Gods way of teaching me a lesson, forgive me father for I have sinned this is my confession I do bad things and I don't know why I do them, I try to do good deeds but people see right through them, I cant get close to no one, coz they won't let me how can I feel like a man if they don't respect me, is that my heart? I feel starting to sink as the more I talk I'm starting to think that maybe I feel this way because of the mistakes I've made and it ain't got shit to do with no one else, I can only blame myself, its me who's bad for my health and only I can rectifly what is wrong in my life if only I trie a little bit harder, it all comes down to a choice what would I rather, stay how I am and watch the days get darker of forgive myself, get on with my life and not look back after.
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